In the flow but feeling guilty about it

Grateful for:

  1. Green smoothie for breakfast for a super energy charge.
  2. Sun-tanning in the garden today. The lines are still there but slowly fading away…
  3. Another hot day in Melbourne – hooray!
  4. Making raw bread for the first time in my life. Yummy, delicious and super healthy, nothing but sprouts and seeds.
  5. Scoring another 10 kg of organic fruit and veg for a few bucks at QVM. I am contemplating forgoing South Melbourne Market all together and making the trip up across town instead a couple of times a week. Plus I had an idea of bringing some of my raw food creations that I make from the food the stall keeper gives me practically for free every time back to him as a gift. Busy dehydrating sun-dried tomatoes now…
  6. Going for a walk with a friend. Discussing our shared utopian dreams of communal living. Daydreaming with another person is kind of fun :)
  7. Having 5 bananas for lunch.
  8. Going to my first salsa lesson. It was awesome, can’t wait for more. Hanging around after the class watching the pros practice – Burn the Floor live edition.
  9. Spending an hour at the beach to watching people and myself.
  10. Running into my housemate on the way out and going for a walk together. Nothing like someone else telling me that I am so totally in the flow it is ridiculous and if my biggest problem in life is that I can’t find the time to update my dream pictures collection I must be doing something right. Why is it so hard to relax into the awesomeness of my life? Do I have to move to Vanuatu again to be free from external influences and just BE instead of constantly feeling guilty that I should be doing something other than what I am doing and striving to achieve? I can so feel myself growing just thinking about it, I think a brand new Polina is just around the corner…
  11. Looking forward to servicing the bike tomorrow, long overdue, it is definitely grumpy.